hypochondria has set in. i am in fear i've done some serious damage to my liver and its ability to function properly. not going into it at the moment cause it is fear based even though i am exhibiting symptoms. i will need to make an appt. w/ my dr. should be a fun appt. 'oh yeah, you know how you asked how much i drank a week and said more than 7/8 per week was the MAX, and i said, that maybe i drank that much; well i was lying to you the whole time'. that should be a hoot. nothing like being a grown ass woman and having to tell another grown ass woman that not only you are in recovery for alcohol but you are also a liar. good times lay ahead. the dreaded question of 'how much were drinking' will come next and quite frankly i can only recall the last few months of that, not the two/three years prior. i can't wait. 'supose this is taking accountability for my past actions. how humiliating.
i've got my drama queen crown on today. i just feel whoa as me, and the crazy part of it all is i had a good day until 4pm. nothing like a light switch turning your moods/emotions on and off. could we lose power on this one?
dear god, i think i need to be on some serious anti-psychotic drugs. or just put out to pasture and die. i am really just not diggin' today. oh well. fuck it.
I'm not sure if you drink many different kinds of teas, but I have a bunch that are liver cleansing and stuff like that. I also have a book on 20,000 secrets of tea. I know that Dandelion tea is good for cleansing the liver. I believe Nettle tea is good for that as well. You are a strong woman and the fear will pass. Just keep telling yourself that you are taking care of yourself now and have a new lease on life. :)
ReplyDeletei drink a lot of teas. i also take herbal supplements for deep liver cleanse w/ chinese herbs, milk thistle and i take another supplement which is a super antioxidant. clearly i just have dry skin and am dramatic. hahaha
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