inspiration and strength are like these two invisible components we breathe that keeps us living. water and air, if you will indulge me on a weak analogy. if i do not have inspiration and strength, i will perish to a really shitty disease. for realsies.
i thought i was having a piss clam of a day until about half an hour ago. i went over my day in my head....tried to think of the small stuff. really, my day wasn't shitty at all. sure, i cried today. i felt alone today. i laughed today. i saw progress today. i felt some serious love from genuine souls today.
perspective. balance. an honest assessment of oneself. the desire to really find your way and live your best life. all intangible and priceless qualities i aspire to have.
Be kind to yourself Sober Mama! A topic that has come up for me in a couple of meetings lately is that when looking at our day or taking inventory, don't always look at what went wrong. Very rare is there a day when we don't do some amount of good. It sounds like if you laughed and saw love you had some good stuff happen.
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