Monday, June 6, 2011

not likin it

yeah pretty much everything sucks a big fat one.
keep on keepin' on. can't last forever.
never did i think being sober would destroy or take away people from my life. especially the one closest to me. but apparently, i don't get to make that choice and i have to accept it. who the hell knows, cause i sure don't. one day i will understand why this is all happening. fucking time.

1 comment:

  1. I think that becoming sober is a giant hurdle that is hard for others as well as ones that are going thru it. Like you, I have seemed to have lost touch with some people because of it. Well, it feels like I have anyways. The only thing that really helps me when I'm in a rut like I am today, is just thinking that it will pass. You are a strong woman who I admire dearly. I may have felt like I've lost touch with some, but I've discovered a new friendship as well! Stay strong mama.

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