wow

so grateful today. sure i bitch and moan about my kids, it's part of my job description....but i do love them to the moon and back.  a great day was had by all today. shoveled, played, napped, made dinner...low stress. sometimes i am ready to lose my shit with them, but i don't now...i am much more patient, calm and silly...coming up soon to 90 days and things are starting to make a little more sense and i am remembering a lot of things that are, well,  what they are....so in thanking the universe for strength, courage and willingness; i thank you too.  i am really a lucky bitch to have immeasurable amounts of support from friends and family.  i can't do this alone.....love you! xo