bitch being my wine.
so stoked...110 days. got my hair done today..i'm down 15 pounds...my mood, my soul is joyous and free today. i feel fucking great. not because of the above things..but because for 110 days i've done the right thing. never thought it possible. man, you have no idea how much i love being sober..the good, the bad, the painful...the everything...i don't ever have to drink again...cause i can't drink in safety. but i CAN live an amazing life. i CAN laugh. i CAN have fun. i CAN be myself. i CAN take care of myself. i CAN be a part of this universe. i CAN be a friend. i CAN help someone out. i CAN set boundaries. i CAN feel like i'm worth something.
i may not feel like this everyday, but who does? that's not living. BUT, today i DO feel like this and i am in love.
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