Friday, December 3, 2010

meh

blar dee blar...started out great...then down the hill i went. oh well.  tomorrow is a new day.
it sure feels lonely being sober. i have this urge to go out and dance and whatnot....i didn't really do that intoxicated unless it was a show...but i want to get lost in a dark crowded room with bad music playing so loudly my ears ring when i leave.  i want to dance out my frustration. i don't want to feel like there is nothing to do sober. i'm tired of the christmas shopping and decorating...was fun for a while for sure, but now what? kids that are fighting, crying or just being plain rude? house cleaning? laundry folding? eck. i guess it will be another early to bed with tea night. yippee...

3 comments:

  1. I think you should come over some time for movie night! We could sit in my upstairs den - dog not allowed - and pick silly movies that we love :)

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  2. i think that would be awesome. i definitely need to do something like that! xo

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  3. what you need to do is get a babysitter for the 17th!

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